Imperfection.makes.life perfect

Look up.

2012-02-02T01:11:00.003+08:00

I love looking up while I am walking or stop by in the middle of no where, the scenery above my head never fail to surprise me. :)

I should hit the bed now yet I don't wish to sleep as this would announce that my day is going to end. Then, here it comes the next day. Meaning, I am going back soon within 32hours. I just don't wanna fall asleep.

Growing up is something sweet yet tough, it is complicated. Leaving home is always a difficult task for me.

I don't know when am I talking about right now, all I want to do is to stay wide awake which is impossible cause I am feeling sleepy already. The first time in 10 years, my parents actually stopped me from going out and wanted me to stay home. I feel bliss. I know, they simply want to see me more. :)

New challenge awaiting. I shall go back and fight against it. Nothing much, it's about pursuing what I like.

Finish crapping. I am craving nasi lemak right now. Perhaps, I shall really hit the bed now. Night world.

xoxo

Happy Chinese New Year.

2012-01-23T21:02:00.001+08:00

Nothing much. I just want to wish you a,

Happy Chinese New Year. Gong Hei Fatt Choi.

It's so good to be home celebrating new year together with the beloved ones.

Evil Finals.

2012-01-08T23:39:00.001+08:00

Supposed to be studying real hard like I should swallow the whole textbook to make sure I remember everything. But, I obviously failed. Duh.

I am currently stuck in a complicated mode, physically-in-Taiwan-yet-mentally-in-Malaysia. WHAT.
Believe it or not, I just dragged my luggage out and intended to start packing, till I realized it's still 6 days to go. Damn, I can't wait no more!

~~Me want go home now, right now, like now!!! Sigh.~~

Totally mood-less for revision, screw you finals. I shall hit the bed now, so that I could have a fresh mind tomorrow morning to fight against the evil finals. Ya right, I am just nagging. Kaythanksbye.

~~Good luck for the papers.~~

新年快樂

2012-01-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

新年的第3天。

桌子還是一樣亂，天氣還是一樣糟，身材還是一樣胖，沒什麽值得提的。
這幾天很多話想要分享，手指才放到鍵盤上就又停了下來。
有點想知道，從什麽時候開始，我不再提起筆寫日記了，而是思想都集中在不真實的網路。
聼起來好像挺灰的，好吧，其實不然，只是好奇。:p

這張照片，沒有設定好的快門與光圈，沒有專業的攝影設備，還差一點錯過計算好的時間。
我記得我們一起匆匆爬上頂樓，冒著危險，興奮看著煙火，有一句沒一搭的新年快樂。
所有人的眼睛都看著遠方，嘴巴不停讚嘆地發出“嘩嘩嘩”聲，卻蓋不過此起彼落的煙火聲響。
我一度沉迷。
慌忙舉起手中的相機，按下了快門，煙火失焦了，但是我們都笑了。
新年的第一張照片，糊了焦的照片卻如此深得我心。

新年快樂。

New Year's resolution?

2011-12-30T00:58:00.003+08:00

2 days to go until 2012.

2012 is giving me a weird feeling. Obviously, have been brain-washed by those movie like 2012, day after tomorrow, etc etc. Then, I automatically link 2012 to end of the world. I think this applies to many of us? Or is it just me? Hmmm.. who to blame? ...Whatever.

Life hasn't been as hectic as before, but there's still a lot to handle. We always intended to sum up what have we done in a year and trying to have new year's resolution list. It's all crap. New year's resolution is always a just-saying-thingy like I said in Facebook. Any objection? As an example, I have been telling myself that I'll have to be fit/slim for the past 21 years and it's still fail. Sigh. Crap. You get it now?

2012. Another year, a brand new start. And, eventho New Year's resolution list is crap, I still insist to have one, I don't care. Here you go,

BE SLIM.
eat more good food before end of the world (huh?)
read more books (or comics)
watch more movies
polish up my language skill
be rich, be wealthy, earn more money, money money and money. lol.
Last but not least, be happy and stay healthy. Same goes to all my beloved one.

Okay, that's my list (temporarily). What about you? Tell me, will you? :D
Thank you for reading all the craps. Happy New Year (in advanced) and I love you guys.

Till then, xoxo.

彩虹

2011-12-19T00:26:00.002+08:00

彩虹，又稱天虹，簡稱虹，是氣象中的一種光學現象，當太陽光照射到半空中的水滴，光線被折射及反射，在天空上形成拱形的七彩的光譜。

紅、橙、黃、綠、藍、靛、紫。

彩虹，短暫地存在著，卻實在地擁有著那片天。

彩虹不易看見，它需要水滴和陽光，還有時機。

就像是成就不容易，可是經過努力和堅持，在對的時候，你就擁有了你的天空。

*獻給我最親愛的弟弟和最親愛的你。

This winter.

2011-12-16T00:29:00.001+08:00

11 days. I was deep drowned inside my fantasy world. Then, daddy got jealous. :D

With the maps in hand, the journey that we walked through hand in hand, it's something I would never forget.

這個寒冷的冬夜因爲有你陪我走過，如此溫暖。

Thank you and see you soon! <3

Update!

2011-11-26T17:55:00.001+08:00

I almost forgot how to blog. Wee. kidding.

Master Yoda!

I should be working my ass off for assignment at this moment but I ended up watching Star Wars - The Empire Strikes Back. The theme music brings back a lot of memories, can't stop reminiscing it, especially those moments watching a movie together with the family. <3

We do always have a choice. - SpiderMan

Yes, in fact, ever since we born, we have been urged to learn how to make decision in life. There are tooo many choices, we have to choose which school to go, what to learn, what to wear or what to eat daily. I know this sound crappy but ya, making decision is never something easy, right? Lately, I've been in a deep shit. I start to doubt myself from time to time, was the decision I made earlier, a right one? I don't know how long I could persist in this path I've chosen.

Too much to say, but I can't tell it all. :) I bet you are clever enough to understand me.

Anyway, I will stick to what I feel passion for, even without your permission. Boo you.

Smile, even if there's a storm. What doesnt kill you makes you stronger.

Siblings.

2011-11-11T01:31:00.001+08:00

That is my brother on the left, and sister on the right. Both are important person to me.

As I recall, we fought a lot back to young days. Fighting over the books, the toys, mostly about TV. When I say fight, it means a big fight. We actually had martial arts classes together, so, when we fight, we took it as a practice. You get what I mean? We punched and kicked each other, real hard. I remembered one day, my brother and I were fighting, then all of a sudden, I threw something on the floor, it bounced back and my sister got hurt on her eye. She got a blue black, and she could have gone blind if it hit on her eyeballs. I almost did that. Now you know, we fight big. *grin*

When we get older, my brother and I fight lesser, yet he turned around continue fighting with my sister. Can't blame but age gap is a big deal. My sister was way too young and my brother was in the usual teenager problem. lol. So they fought and I watched. Sometimes, we fought against my sister, because we got jealous. Jealousy of mummy liking sister more, we just didn't realise she was still a small kid compare to us. Fyi, my sister is 9 years younger than me, and my bro is 3 years younger than me. So ya, we forgot about the fact that she needs more concern, and we don't even care. Hence, we fight.

When my parents were out, we locked her outside the door, simply a gangster bully stuff. Of course, she cried. This somehow made us feel satisfactory and victory.I am sorry sister. haha. Too much memories. Mummy always cried that we should not fight, siblings are forever. She always say , one day when me and daddy are too old till we'll have to leave you guys. No one else but the siblings will be the one and only person you could rely on. Daddy told us the same thing too but we never try to understand this, and we continue fighting.

Years by years, we all grown up, slowly getting to understand what parents tried to told us earlier. Even though we still fight over lame stuff sometimes. But it indeed decreased. I don't know if we starting to understand, we are actually having the closest connection in the universe which is so unique. Or if we understood parents are aging, we couldn't fight so much, because it's heart broken every time we fight. The changes between us just amazing. I think it happened ever since I flew to Taiwan, since then we started to talk more, or we call it communicate. We appreciate each time when we gather together. I don't know what to say more, but the changes of our relationship really amused me. And I know, I couldn't afford to lose anyone of you.

I love you, mum and dad. I love you, my brother and sister.

Family is irreplaceable.

Just saying.

2011-11-08T00:34:00.001+08:00

~~Back to the familiar scene of shooting after so long.~~

Sometimes I doubt myself, if I had made a right decision. I am not so sure if this is what I really want. I always feel depress when I see how my friends worked so professionally, and I only show my dumbness after all. I felt the same thing during internship too. It isn't something I am good with. I tried so hard to cope with everything yet I am still far from expertness.

But, even if I failed to fit in someday, I think I wouldnt be regretted. At least, I had given it a go for once. Right? :)

No pain, No gain.

2 things.

2011-11-02T02:15:00.001+08:00

It's late and I am still up for my rundown tomorrow. Well, to be honest, I don't have to stay up till this late but yea... I was dragging it. Anyhoo, since I am up, so why not I tell you a little bit of myself today. I know I am being random. :)

There's 2 thing I will never feel bored while doing it.

First, definitely goes to Photography. The passion for photography comes from nowhere, I remembered how happy I was when I first got a DSLR from my dad. It was amazing. I called it, my third eye. Camera brings me to the world which I barely notice throughout the rushing-alot-real-life. With the magic of camera, I've learned to pause and observe every little thing that makes life a life. Without the insanely-expensive professional lenses, nor perfect skills, all I have is only the story I wanna share. :) Eventho I am not anyway closer to the pro-photographers out there, but I am just trying to appreciate the magic of a camera.

Second, talking. People who close to me should know I am a chatterbox. I talk non-stop. And, I like to share everything to people. This character of mine leads me to the dream/ambition/aim/goal of me since I was real young, I think it was like 9 or 10 years old? I have to thank my teacher whom I met in year4(in elementary school), who asked me if I was interested to join the school's radio. And I said, yes. Since then, being a radio show host has been what I'm aiming for. Ask me why and I'll say it's simple - because I could talk like nobody business, yet no one could stop me from doing that. You know what, as I recalled, every of my teacher (since kindergarden to high school complaint a lot of me talking too much during lessons. And I can't count how many times I got punished because of... talking. :P )

It feels amusing when you realized what you are doing now, is what you've been chasing for. I once promised my friends/teachers/family, they might just hear my voice in the air someday. And, I made it although it's just a student's practical radio station.

What I was trying to say is, never give up even you fall down when you are on your way to adhere your dreams. No pain, no gain. Rainbow doesn't appear much, but when it does, it will be truly amazing, right?

Dedicated to kx and fungz.

~~Now, tell me about what are things that you 'll never feel bored of?~~

Hi, I am pumpkin.

2011-10-31T00:33:00.002+08:00

First of all, Happy Halloween!!!!!!!!

I logged in to my facebook early today and it was flooded by the Halloween post, so I decided to dedicate this photo to all. And turned out to be everyone liking this so much. I've got so many likes for this really well-fit costume in a short while. Thanks for liking it, people ._.

Hi, I am a pumpkin.

Then, later I had a skype conversation with my retarded parents. Is it good to describe them in retarded? I am sorry but they really are!! HAHAHA.. please read the following conversation, I translated it from cantonese to English, in case you guys can't understand cantonese. hahaha. sorry about the bad English, but it totally shows, retarded-ness of my parents! hahaha. I feel stupid but I feel like I must note it down before I forget about it.

Anyway, I still love them very much!!!

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Daddy : HAHA, you dressed as a pumpkin for Halloween? It fits you well! Hey, did you slim down?
Me : Huh?! What?!
Daddy : Did you go on diet? You look the same. Oh, and you look well fit in the pumpkin!!!
Me: Daddy!! You're bad!!!
Daddy : Did you go swimming?
Me : Ya, I did.
Daddy : Really? Once in a month?!
Me : No!! I really did go swimming!
Daddy : Oh... Okay.
Me : .......................................
Daddy : Oh well, you should go for regular exercise, look at your legs, my god.
Me: My leg has always been that way, dad!.........................
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Mummy : Hey, did you slim down?
Me : Huh?! What?!
Mummy : Did you go on diet? Did you cut fats?
Me: Mummy!! You said the same thing as daddy!
Mummy : Did you go swimming?
Me : Ya, I did.
Mummy : Really? (doubting)
Me : I really did go swimming!
Mummy : Oh... Okay.
Me : .......................................
Mummy : You should go for exercise though.
Me : ..................................................

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Aunt : Hey.. did you slim down?! You look the same. (turned to cousin) Did you feel jiejie(sister) slim down?

Me : WHAT?!
Daddy : (talking to aunt) she looks well fit in the pumpkin! Look. (showed her the phone with my photo)
Aunt : HAHAHAHA! You are a pumpkin!!
Daddy : (LAUGH) yeaa... so well fit!
Aunt : You should wear like a white gourd instead! HAHAHAHA
Me : .......................................
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.... was talking to daddy and my mum suddenly goes..

Mummy : Winter.. Winter.. Winter...(holding a cage in hand)
Me: Daddy, who she's talking to?
Daddy: Our new hamster. (turned to mum) It's better if the hamster knows what you are talking about.
Mummy: What?! You have a fish who names LILY too!!! You talk to LILY too!
Me: ................ are you guys NUTS?
Daddy : It is cute though.
Mummy : Ya, he can understands us! (trying to catch the hamster) Why it likes to hide itself in the newspaper?
Daddy : You hide yourself in the blanket too when it's cold!! Don't cover yourself with blankets then.
Mummy : HAHAHAHA.. (continue) Winter.. Winter.. Winter...
Me : .......................................

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Okay, that's it. kaythanksbye. :D

Thank you :)

2011-10-26T00:50:00.003+08:00

Thank you to everyone out there who dropped by my blog for every bits I've written (and for EL Cafe?).
Thank you to everyone who tune in and join me on air for my very first weekly radio show.
Thank you to you and you and you who actually proceed and tell me my photos are nice.

Thank you to ALL of you.

I ain't a poetry who write beautiful words. I tried to be yet failed to do so. I guess, writing in a way like a elementary students isn't a bad thing as everything is purely come from the bottom of my heart. And I feel comfortable with it, playing with words really not my strength. I don't know what else to say, but...

I am flattered. <3

*****

Do you still remember how your parents catch you up with their arms every time when you are about to fall?Grab them with your arms when they are old and not strong enough to stand still like how they used to be.
Be there when they needed you in life.

I miss my parents. :'D

Thank you to my parents who encourages me on every step that I've taken in life.

I love you, mum and dad.

A day.

2011-10-20T00:02:00.000+08:00

Just by the time, I try to recall everything about home. I then realized, it's been a month to be away from home. :)

Nothing bad about that. I am temporarily away because of pursuing the dreams.Life has been treating me quite well, despite the fact that I would have to deal with productions thingy and stuff. Oh, and the bad roommate I have. lol.

One pretty Sunday morning, I decided to walk out the dorm by myself. Joined my friends for IKEA's breakfast early in Sunday morning and off I go for a movie-alone-day.

Weird. Have you ever watched movie alone?

It's somehow amusing. I had the most corner seat in the cinema, sitting next to a bunch of highschool-like guys. Disgusted me because they had burger in the theater. I was like, seriously dude?

First movie alone, jotted down. And it was Real Steel. Charlie and Max gave me companion in the dark along with the journey they passed through. Tear rolled in my eyes and slipped like that, Real Steel was simply awesome.

Ended the alone journey with a pair of new shoes. Then, back to books.

Being alone isn't that bad. Giving yourself a break, and talk to yourself sometimes. When was the last time you actually spent sometime with your own? :)

Thanks, Sonia Siew.

那泳池

2011-10-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

一座泳池，四個人。

把身體輕輕地沉入水裏，假裝投入水的懷抱。

耳朵聼不見水面上的喧嘩，看見的只是眼前那一片藍。

我喜歡這樣。

四個人的泳池，一個蛙式、一個自由式、兩人的嬉鬧。

水輕輕地被撥開，水滴濺起、還有那微微的漣漪。

沉入水裏沒有多餘的聲音，好平靜。

我喜歡不開心的時候一個人跑去游泳，這一切總是讓我能夠平靜下來。

就讓那不愉快的一切都留在水裏，不要帶走。

女孩，記得微笑。

Nasi Lemak 2.0

2011-10-14T02:17:00.000+08:00

好不容易把Nasi Lemak 2.0看完了。不要問我怎麽看到的，你不會想要知道的。 Trust me :)

對於Nasi Lemak的評價好壞參半，在我暑假回家的時候一直想要進電影院看這部電影，想說是國片是需要支持的。但是，好幾次都因爲好萊塢的片都蓋過了這個想法。通過了某個管道終于看到了這部電影。

有點奇妙，因爲roll字幕的時候，我突然有種想哭的衝動。説來奇怪，我想我瘋了。(接下來的長篇大論，請心理準備）

~~我愛我的國家。有國才又家。~~

對國家的心灰意冷不是一、兩天的事情，我假設在閲讀的你們都不知道馬來西亞是怎麽樣的一個國家。我要說，我們“華人”在馬來西亞的地位是絕對地有限，並不想要引起任何的糾紛，但是除了馬來人以外，我們（包括印度人）都屬於外來者。這番話是親愛的政客們說的。我不相信，在沒有慫恿的字眼存在的情況下，種族糾紛會是如此令人心疼。

我深信，沒有一個人希望離開自己的“家”，更不想讓“家”關係破裂。電影所帶出的訊息，是要體驗過才會知道。政客們因爲種種原因而做出不能理解的舉動，人民心中的不滿，生活上的不足，雖然聼起來很是一個爛透的國家，我一直都認爲我們其實還有希望。

在電影裏映射的是大家心目中的理想國家，膚色的深淺、複雜的語言、不同的文化，那又如何？不管你贊同或反對，他確實引起了共鳴。這些只不過是百般的藉口，如果世界是黑白的，你能分得清皮膚的顔色嗎？蓋起你的耳朵，你能分辨那語言嗎？打開你的心膛，別告訴我文化是種隔閡。全都是屁話。

恩，就這樣。

撇除對於電影拍攝技術、美學、個人觀點等等的評論，我個人想說：感謝，黃明志Namewee。感謝你在發生這麽多不愉快的事情下還是堅持讓電影完成了。這份感謝也同時要獻給Yasmin Ahmad、阿牛和所有馬來西亞的電影工作者。:)

從近期很夯的《翻滾吧！阿信》到《賽德克.芭萊》，一屁股跟著大家支持臺灣的國片。說實在，我們從來沒有真正去支持過馬來西亞的電影，我們的國片。知識淺薄的我在年幼時根本懷疑馬來西亞是一個沒有拍電影的地方，一直到我爸告訴我誰是Yasmin Ahmad，到我真的把《Sepet》看完，進入電影院看了《大日子》etc etc，還有在亞太影展遇到了Bernard Chauly和許多電影人等等等等。現在，我看過了Nasi Lemak。那一肚子的話不是開玩笑的。

網路上充滿了對Namewee的不滿和責駡，我並沒有要特別支持誰和誰。正確說出自己的觀點，是大家該做的事情，討喜不討喜是另一回事。我看到的不是他如何責駡政府、又如何編些奇怪的歌、作些奇怪的詞。我看到的是他和他的團隊在衆多謾駡、不愉快、困苦，那一路走來的堅持。

尤其是對傳播科系的大家而言（自認為），我逐漸看到了電影產業一絲光芒。邁向成功的路途總是坎坷，但是不曾遭遇狂風暴雨就不會看到雨後的太陽。我覺得我沒有資格去評論電影圈的一切一切，可是一個小小留學生（大部分的學生）的心願當然渴望太陽。我不介意這一路上會出現的風暴，只要堅持也會有一片天，不是嗎？

在金馬影展的小冊子上看到了Nasi Lemak 的海報會有點小興奮。聽見有同學告訴我看了預告片會有要去看這部片子的衝動，真的有在高興。同時也會擔心他們不會懂我們的文化。

可是電影裏的每一幕都充訴著身為馬來西亞人的驕傲。

謝謝，Nasi Lemak 2.0，謝謝，謝謝所有正在努力做電影的大馬人。

**要是一件事情沒有戳中了你的點，你是無法因爲它而感到憤怒。説穿了，有人只是不原意承認他/她被人實實在在地被呈現。所以，不滿。至少我這麽認爲。

以上純屬個人意見。

** 金馬影展的票可以買DVD，恩，還是買片DVD好了。

Kaythanksbye.

Randomly Random #11

2011-10-10T15:33:00.000+08:00

A random post to kill my time. There are few things to claim before I off to read a book(?)

Happy Birthday, Taiwan.

Even though you are not a place that I grow old together, still thank you for having me for past years and the next 2years. :) As you know, today is meant to be a public holiday. Good thing is no Monday Blue today, bad thing is I don't know what to do. I shall read a book later, seriously.

New Hobby

I have a new hobby this sem, which named DIVING. I was puzzling to get this or not, because I hate to wear swim suit in the public. I bet you know why, but when I came across to the equipment, it was totally excited and fun. Hope that I would get the license(?) Well, we'll see.

Catch up with Brenda Hou

Can't believe we haven sit down and have a nice chat with each other since I am back. So, we decided to catch up with each other after school. I had fun with you girl, I like hanging out with you! Sandy Lin, when is our turn? :)

About EL Cafe

I missed out one photo that I have to talk about. As you know, I am not a professional photographer with full equipment. And so, we have no choice but try to dig something out from our creativity. My dearly Yee wen brought her tripod and the lamps from others. Then, we came up with this light. LOL. You just have to admit we are way good at this.

We look pro, aint we?

Tadaa, this is the outcome!

We are pretty satisfied with the outcome of it. Can't praise ourselves more. We are just awesome!! lol

That's it for this post.

Kaythanksbye.

Restaurant Yut Kee- Jack's place.

2011-10-07T01:22:00.003+08:00

I shouldn't do this now. First, I am self-torturing for what I am doing now. Second, I supposed to be reading a book by now, apparently I failed. Anyway, I am having many overdue post that should be up in the blog like 1 or 2 months. Yea, you know that, due to the laziness, all the photos are quietly laying in my harddisk. And so it is. :)

I am not good in telling details, all I can recall was that oldshop with heavenly good food and the smell of childhood. I am talking about a real oldshop that located in the center of Kuala Lumpur, it's named Yut Kee, Jack's place.

Not sure if many people out there know about this shop, but this shop has been there for almost 90years. It witnessed the history of this city, Kuala Lumpur.

My dad brought me here when I was a kid. I was told that this is one of the oldest shop in the city, and they serve best Hainan food ever. Most of the people who grow up in KL would probably been there at least once in their lifetime. Don't know if this statement true or false. But for me, they definitely won the first place in my mind which they serve really really delicious Hainan food. No one could ever beat them, well, that only applies to me. (cause some of my friend doesn't think so)

Hainan coffee only perfects when it meets with the unique cup and plates.

Best among all, my favourite chicken chop!!

SMILE. ~~(I am totally torturing myself at this hour)~~

Apart from the food I am talking about, this place is filled with childhood memories. Yut Kee was the place that daddy often brought me here for Sunday breakfast back to those days. So, I think this is why Yut Kee is somehow special to me. I've heard rumour (or real) saying that somebody urges Yut Kee to move for development purpose. NO, please. I love this place. :'( Yut Kee would never be that place again if it's not in where it started to grow. Like, home will never be like home when you can't see the familiar and lovely faces again.

Be there always, please.

XOXO

EL Cafe

2011-10-07T00:43:00.004+08:00

Do you remember that I mentioned before, I had a menu shooting for a restaurant nearby my school compound? And, the photos are finally up to website! Yay, although it's not a big project. Yet it still gave me a big satisfaction and great experience.

Not forgetting, the owner of EL cafe, Nefi is such a nice person. Besides the nice atmosphere, also the restaurant itself serves awesome food! No jokes. EL cafe is even the first place(around my school) that opens until 2.00am from Thursday to Sunday, they own a secret basement. Here comes the best part - they serve BEER. Can you ever imagine, in this boring place with such a happening restaurant? Most importantly, the price is affordable. Hell yea.!

Credits to Yeewen

BEERS.

my friends and I had a great time there.

Nefi, the boss.

Credits to Yeewen

http://www.elcafe.com.tw/

check them out. They worth a try.

Nefi and I

I hereby to say a million THANKS to Nefi who trusted me so much and giving me such a chance to learn. Check out the website, most of the photos are taken by me and Yeewen. Shout out to my lovely Yee Wen and Nefi. Thank you so much!!

XOXO

Daddy is bored.

2011-10-06T00:32:00.003+08:00

One day, I signed in my facebook. And, I saw all the comments notifications were from my dad. I thought it was Facebook's problem as you know Facebook's been having a lots of problem lately. ~~Yucks.~~

Then, I guess my dad was really bored that time. So, he did these to me. Please click to enlarge the photos and see what he done to me.

I was like LOL. My dad is hilarious. In my house, daddy is never a black face person like other family out there, he is like our friend and we can make fun of him anytime. But, don't ever try to hit his tolerance limit. He would just explode like a volcano, damn scary. Same goes to mummy, just that mummy doesn't have a Facebook account.

Now you know the reason why I love my family so much. They are all crazy people like my friends.

~~Homesick now. Eww.~~

Family is the love. Part I

2011-09-30T00:12:00.004+08:00

As you know, family is always my first priority. And they are getting more and more important to me ever since I stepped out from the house and flew across the sea for studies. I bet this applies to every student who is far away from home now. I can't be 100% sure but I think most of us will only realise the good of family after one is far from the safe zone. :)

I am lazy to do a long post about how important they are to me or blah blah blah. Just keep in mind, they will know I love them. Okay. Enough of the crap.

Before I came back to Taiwan, I had a family trip which was so rare because everyone attended! It's like EVERYONE including my brother, my sister, my aunts. Oh, and the boyfriend too. What in this world better than that now? Tell me.

One word for the trip, AWESOME.

~~One worst thing, we forgot to have a family portrait!!~~ :( Anyway, it's still owh-summmmm!

Daddy was showing off his muscles -.-

my sis.

the boyfie

mum is the one with black shirt! :)

This trip is not just about family, also family's friends. We all grew up together like a family. I sometimes doubt how this could ever happened in life. But we treated each other like family. And, the aunties can always do the magic, and transform food from nowhere. They are cool! Everything we had was prepared by the aunties. BBQ night was a bomb. I never had that with my family before, can you believe that?

This definitely not my work.

That's the first day, first night. XOXO

Monday was lovely.

2011-09-27T00:00:00.001+08:00

Admittedly, last school-week was completely a disaster. Perhaps I wasn't really prepared for school yet, hence everything just seems stupid to me. Sound much like a hater.

Right after I finished mumbling about first week, here comes second week and I think I almost had Monday Blues today, especially having a morning class which I can't even understand a thing that lecturer was talking about. All I remembered was Triology, Dualism, Monolism... and I thought it was a International-News-Analyzing class or whatever it is. I don't understand how it ended up like a Philosophy class. Hmmm..

I hated Monday so much until some people just randomly made my day. And one of it was I received this from Sandy! Totally made my day. Thanks sweetheart, it was lovely and all the way from India. ~~(eventho Malaysia does have Himalaya, lol)~~ But, it was simply lovely! Then, having a great dinner and spent the rest of the night in library with Yeewen was just nice.

Lastly, a call from someone. :) Oh, and not forgetting the 2 small chocolates of Austria from Brenda Hou last week. It was lovely too. -.- haha.

xoxo

You taste like a cheesecake.

2011-09-26T01:12:00.002+08:00

You taste like a cheesecake.

Do I sound pervert? I had a menu photoshoot for a restaurant near my school on Saturday. It was awesome for the very first time. I think it's not a good time to show you my work before he publish it, right?

So, I take this as a sneak peek. :)

xoxo

Happy Birthday, Mr. B.

2011-09-24T13:08:00.001+08:00

I know it's a super late post. As I remembered, it happened on 16th of Aug 2011, our dearly Mr. B's 21st. I recalled that we celebrated his B'day last summer in Souled-Out, day before I flew over to HongKong. Then soon, it's his 21st! My god, time flies. This year, we had his birthday celebration in La Risata and Overtime for second round. And, we secretly planned to get a red theme, just to let him be the most outstanding, after all, he should be the spot of the night, right?

So, I should let the photos do the talking as usual. =) *Warn you that it's gonna be overload with photos.

Happy Birthday!

Group Photo.

Boyfie(who is not the photos) and Jeff came to join us in Overtime afterwards, and Jeff was totally in drunk mode. He was just too hyper that night. LOL.

Look at Zw.L's face.

Once again, Happy 21st, boy. Everything will be going smoothly over UK, see you soon in 2/3 years time. Take good care dude. We gonna miss you a lot.

Highlight of the day

2011-09-22T16:11:00.003+08:00

I must come and share about this. haha.

Lecturer showed us the classic sci-fiction movie named "Metropolis" today. After all, despite some of the techniques or whatever which I am not qualified enough to comment, it was still a good movie. Well, at least I managed to finish it by not falling asleep. But there was a scene which made everyone stoned and awaken. hahaha. I must say, it's more than funny and a bit of horror is included. It's definitely highlight of today, swept the bad mood all away!

Enjoy yourself. lol

sound and safe.

2011-09-19T01:17:00.001+08:00

Hola, people.

I have touched down to Taiwan land sound and safe last night. Just so you know, I think I am missing home already. lol. Well, I had some problem of getting in the country as the lady at the immigration counter claimed that she didn't see the record of me getting out from Taiwan. Are you serious, mam? But it was settled of course, I have to praise for the very good manners of workers in Taiwan. I think I can imagine the lady would show me a bad face and talk to me like I owe her millions, if this situation ever happened in Malaysia. uhm..

Just forget about it.

Unloading everything is sick. This reminds me more that I can't see the sunshine that comes straight into my window anymore every morning when I open my eyes. ~~(just like the photo above.)~~ I sound emo, do I? lol. Just trying to readjust my mood for study again.

I miss my family more when my bro and dad approached me in facebook. Aww.. how sweet that I heard my bro actually saying he miss me for the first time. haha.

And, I miss my boyfriend so much. :(

Skip the crap, I can't wait for LINKIN PARK CONCERT tomorrow! Yay!
**Tiffany, please let me go early tomorrow so that I could catch up with LINKIN PARK in time!

That's all for tonight. XOXO.

It's 7am.

2011-09-14T16:48:00.001+08:00

via Tumblr.

Lol

This reminds me of the parody of Rebecca Black's "Friday" by Ryan Niga.

It's 7am and I go back to sleep.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

6 years.

2011-09-14T12:54:00.002+08:00

One question that people frequently asked was, How long you guys been together?

"6 years."

People goes like Wow, 6 years! Not easy, right?

Ya, not at all. Especially when we are both study abroad in different country. Long distance kills. I can't deny that we did break up and shits happened in between the years we are having long distance relationship. Basically, you guys only get the chance to meet up like 17 days out of 365days, or we called it a year. 2 weeks of meeting divided into 2, 7 days for winter and 8 days for summer, another 2 days for departure, waving goodbye and non stop crying. It happens all the time. It sucks.

This summer is the longest period that we could spend some time with each other ever since we left Malaysia. I don't know how it works for others long distance relationship and I wonder how did they get through all the conflicts? It's never an easy task. Well, for me at least, there are always too much mis-communications. I can't jot down one by one exactly what was happened between us for the past 2 years. We argued, we got pissed, we yelled at each other (normally I was the one who yelled) and all these shit. Then, finally we got through all these, we are good for now, temporarily. I am surely hope that we will be good for the next 2 years and always that good but I couldn't guarantee that my bad attitude would not mess up everything after I get back to Taiwan. This feeling makes me feel sick.

Okay, should have stop being pessimistic. Everything will be fine, *finger crossed*

I have a lot of fun this summer. I am sorry for all the ffk dates with my friends this summer. I don't care if you gonna tease me or what so ever, I just wanna spend more time with my boyfriend. =)

I don't want to explain more. What happened in Vegas, stay in Vegas.

xoxo

Randomly random #10

2011-09-14T00:22:00.001+08:00

I was thinking to blog since last last week, obviously I failed. haha.

Staying at home just makes me feel like putting everything on hold, cause it's about relax! And then, my boyfriend keeps complaining that I walk like turtle, always do things with a super slow speed not like I used to be. You can't blame me for that! Relax lah!

Summer holiday is about to end. Well, more accurately, it should be ended last week as school is reopening today. Uhm.. I am still in Malaysia, fyi. So, like I said, school reopening has nothing to do with me. lol. I am feeling complicated now, part of me wishing to go back and big part of me wish to stay. And you know the reason why, right? Need not to spit it out, just keep in mind. =)

Actually, my main point today is about Bukit Tinggi trip with family past 2 or 3 weeks ago. Yet, photobucket is taking ages to upload all the photos that I needed for blog. So yea, will continue again when I am in mood.

Ciaoz.

-

2011-09-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

原來家鄉的味道是如此讓人留戀。

這才知道，原來咖啡就是要配上那杯子和盤子。

這才知道，原來只有南洋是用這種杯子在喝咖啡。

發現，再過幾天又是時候回到那必須努力衝刺的地方。

Long hair.

2011-09-06T01:28:00.000+08:00

想念我的長髮。

**加上那時候比較瘦。哈哈哈哈

Ipoh-Penang

2011-09-06T01:05:00.001+08:00

Admittedly, I think I had too much of Oldtown white coffee today. So ya, should be a insomnia night to me. Big sigh. Then, I was struggling which one to blog first as I've left out so many happening post. haha. Okay, this should come first.

The Ipoh-Penang trip with the highschool loves.

Since everyone is coming back for summer and some is leaving soon to Aus for studies. Mr. Zw Liew had organized a trip as a "welcome-back-also-say-goodbye-soon-trip" for all of us. I am trying to summarize the trip, then I got a conclusion as ~~" Sleep-Eat-Sleep-Eat and Sit in the car~~" trip. =)

We called it, FUN. I know you'll never get to understand it, so? Like i care?! haha. kidding.

First stop- Ipoh! (3 kesian people who had to work, departed together on Saturday morning)

The famous Ipoh dimsum did not fail to satisfy me!!!

And then, hello Penang!

my ladies.

The photos below are my favourite, i don't know who took it but this is the evidence that proved Jeff Ler is a super poser!

Second day- Straits Quay

Third stop- Ipoh for Bean sprout Chicken!! Again, it was yummy!

Can you see I am putting effort of making it a short and summarized story? Thanks to the organizer and to everyone attend, these people are loves! **yellowish photos make feel nostalgia. =)

my dearie S3C1

Till then, some has left and some is soon to leave (like me). I am looking forward to the day we all meet again!

xoxo

Oops, checked!

2011-09-06T00:44:00.000+08:00

Well, it's like finally that I have time to sit down and just stared at nothing for a sec or more. Just a blink of an eye, soon I'll have to go back to Taiwan again. WTF? Feel like my summer not really been a great one this year. Guess that I was having too much fun before I came back and right after that I've stuck into the internship thingy and then I got sick for a week. And da-da, 2 weeks from now I will have to say goodbye to Malaysia again. Seriously, WTF?!

Anyway, Malaysia is treating me well so far. Let's see...

Had a lot of nice foods........ checked.
Internship.............................checked.
Travel to Ipoh or Penang..... half-checked
Taking photos......................failed.
JB trip(?).............................failed.
Back-packing(?)..................failed.
~~Regularly exercise................EPIC FAILED.~~
~~Gain a lot of weight..............double checked.~~
Spent a lot of money............triple checked.

Well, doesn't look that bad, aint? I have had a check list before coming back yet obviously I failed to do like almost 3/4 of it. But I am definitely success on the ~~gaining a lot of weight part~~. Thank you Malaysia, this make me feel so much like home. I love you. You know that, right? =)

Untitled

2011-08-26T00:03:00.000+08:00

無意中找到這張照片。有點不解爲什麽當時我會有勇氣站在這個舞臺上。

人生舞臺有很多，只是我沒有勇氣去選擇。

一直挂在嘴邊的事情都沒有實現，一直裹足不前的原因是懦弱。

簡單來説，是害怕失敗。

連我自己都不知道原來我有多麽害怕失敗。

生病的夜晚除了一直不停地睡，不斷地發冷，瘋狂地想上厠所，還有就是一直胡思亂想。

晚安。

It's a wrap!

2011-08-23T00:29:00.001+08:00

"It's a wrap!!" and there goes, bye bye internship life.

My internship started with a on-set shooting for the very first day and it wrapped with a TVC shooting as well.

Went to a shooting for my last day of internship. It was....okay. 2 months internship finally ended. I can't be more happy that I can finally get rid of the boring office life. LOL. Long story short, I learnt my lessons there. I learned so much on how to deal with people that grows up in all kinds of background.

Of course, I did have fun and met good friends over there! Tell you the stories again next time, I am so gonna hit my bed now.

Goodnight!

LD gang

2011-08-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

有些人值得佔領你心中的一部分。

Some people is worth to occupy a part of your heart. <3

xoxo

Randomly random #10

2011-08-11T14:17:00.001+08:00

sun-kissed skin, deep blue sea, cotton candy-like cloud with the blue blue sky.

Give me a pair of sunglasses, better to be Dior. Bring me my sandals, opps but sorry I can't wear bikini at this moment, I just dont wanna freak you out. Hell ya, these things are meant to be part of summer, and so does beach!!

~~Uhm.. stucking in the office translating things from Malay to English aint a joke.~~

BYE.

Levain

2011-08-08T12:27:00.002+08:00

悠閒的星期六下午，我和你不小心踏入了那閒仿佛位于歐洲某個小鎮的麵包店。

Levain

Lemon Earl Grey

Seafood Tomato soup

Potato Salad

Chicken Lasagna

Seafood Olio

也許該來個甜點才能讓這一頓美味的午餐更完美。真可惜。

*** 我一定會再來。

Le-vain?

2011-08-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

Had a sip of hot Lemon Earl Grey tea, close my eyes and feel the atmosphere. Passing through the weekdays blues, here comes Saturday. Take a deep breath and imagining myself as if I were in somewhere far away from the city.

Oh, me and you, in this shop which I thought I was in Europe.

Stay tune. =)

xoxo

Candy Floss

2011-08-07T22:37:00.001+08:00

Look, there's candy floss in the sky. Mummy, can I have it?

媽媽，那是棉花糖，我想要。

The sky reminds me about the old days. Do you remember that old man who sells the candy floss in his old bike around the corner in the amusement park?

粉色的天空讓我想起了從前在遊樂園角落售賣棉花糖的老人。

R for Rant.

2011-08-02T23:07:00.001+08:00

Been counting down for the days till I can finally get out of that lifeless office. All I wanted to do is to grab my camera and walk out to the door.

Okay, sound kinda miserable, didn't I? Nahh.. Life's been treating me well, just that I have some plans that I havent do yet. So yea.. I need to spend some time for my own and do whatever I feel like doing. Enough of crapping. I have plenty to say but it's time for bed. So ya..

I had a date with my dearly Soong Kar Yan at papa John!!! I miss you soooooo much! Had a lot of gossips and glad to see both of us is happy for current life now.

Papa John with dearly yan!

Love you dear.

xoxo

a simple post uh? ya, it is. Bye.!

-

2011-08-01T17:50:00.000+08:00

Two person, One Diary- That's Vampire's Dairy. and they made my weekend.

It's been a month since I am home.

Life's still move on. Having not much in internship life but I know what I like.

I wanted to grab my camera and just get out of that door so badly.

Uhm.. I cannot link every sentence to make a complete passage. Ya.

So, just let this be like a note.

Just wanted to drop by and say Hi.

That's it. Kaythanksbye.

Lessons

2011-07-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

What cant makes you die only makes you stronger.

The statement above is so true. I learnt my lessons during this summer.

All I want to say is, wait and see, I will defeat you with a beautiful result someday.

Look me in the eyes, mark my words.

You'll regret.

sexy chef in the house.

2011-07-19T10:42:00.002+08:00

Summer is meant to be FUN FUN FUN. Well, despite the fact that I am working 10am-7pm daily for my intern, I guess I still had fun with my friends tho.

One day, our dearly Jeff invited us to his secret crib for a dinner and Ariel claimed that she will cook for us and she did! Need not to mention about my bad writing skill, right? So yea.. just let the pictures do the talking for me.

3 sexy chef of that day.

After hours of struggling on preparation, da-da-da! Here you goes, the nice FOOOOOOOOD. We've been waited for like 2 hours plus for the food to get ready. But it's worth waiting tho because the food turned out to be surprisingly good. Unexpected. lol.

*yums*

this was Ariel Kuok's cooking! *yumsssssss*

they said I was like some random passerby that wanted to get captured as well. -.-

That was more like a farewell dinner for Ariel Kuok as she's going to leave Malaysia that time and now she is in Australia.

I miss you, dear. =)

sneak peek.

2011-07-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

Oops. Guess what I gonna write next?

Stay tuned. =)

xoxo

I escaped from the dull together with you

2011-07-17T23:22:00.001+08:00

There was a day, we just walked out from the actual plan that we had. Randomly drove all the way to highway then we decided to stop by Malacca, the same old place that we like to go.

The sun was bright, the weather was hot and I forgot to bring my sunglasses along. The town was packed with cars, the crowd is all over the streets, and our car is filled with laughter. And so, it is. That's my relaxing weekend getaway, escaping from the dull mood that I had in the city, then I am back in one piece.

Take a deep breath and hell ya, I will just keep fighting!

till then, xoxo.

Audrey Hepburn

2011-07-15T17:19:00.001+08:00

Audrey Hepburn.

奧黛莉赫本。

這美到令人窒息的女人，今晚帶我一起去羅馬，好嗎？

Would you bring me to Rome tonight?

我記得，那瀑布

2011-06-28T16:29:00.000+08:00

7個人，20 小時，1台車，無數的笑聲和回憶

還沒正式趕上生活變化的步伐，實習第一個星期過去。

面對新的臉龐，陌生的環境，更讓我覺得上學期快樂的日子像是一場夢。

沒什麽，只是翻閲著那些照片，仿佛經歷的那場大雨是昨天的事情。

滂沱大雨中混雜著黑炭的味道，溪水水流很急，我們的笑聲很大。

那一刻我們一起趴在瀑布的上方，望著水往下流，很危險、很熱血、很深刻。

那天，我們用青春在燃燒生命。

It stamped into my mind, forever. =)

Intern life.

2011-06-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

First intern in life must be something meant to jot down.

Many people been asking why am I starting the intern so early? No why, I just did it, so stop asking cause I dont know how to answer you. lol

First day to work, stucked in massive traffic for 40mins and almost late for work, luckily I manged to be there on time. First step I made and I knew that I've been assigned something today. 10.30, I left the office and headed to the studio.

First intern, first day, first time stepping into the studio, first project(first day kena marah lol) and first week of summer holiday, BYE. Nothing, just ranting about life.

Thank you mummy for the breakfast. It saved my life, biting the bread that mummy made was the best, tho I've been stucking in the traffic for ages. Weeee..

Thats all. Kaythanksbye.

畢業快樂

2011-06-19T02:22:00.000+08:00

我最最最最親愛的飯友們

期末考的結束伴隨著畢業典禮的到來，而夏天也悄悄地來了。

只是，夏天的來臨伴隨著的是你們的離開。

揮著手說再見，也許淚水會不聽話，但那是高興的淚水。

因爲再一次見面的時候你我身上帶著的是不一樣的果實和成就，

鳳凰花開放的季節是我們走在分叉路口的日子，我會記得。

離開不代表感傷，在人生中的新里程碑，你們要加油。

淡淡的憂傷是因爲再次相聚的日子是個未知數。

我期待。

大四學長姐們，畢業快樂。

-

2011-06-15T15:01:00.001+08:00

女孩很容易受傷。

女孩在受傷後，就會學習僞裝、逞強，好讓自己看起來不那麽柔弱。

久而久之，女孩會像刺蝟一樣，不再打開自己的心房。

女孩想要的只是多一點的溫柔，多一點的愛護。

所有人都是自私的。

女孩現在的心散落一地，要很長一段時間才能慢慢拼湊。

女孩笑，其實不代表她一定開心，因爲她不會讓你看見她的淚水。

男孩，你不懂。

-

2011-06-09T02:22:00.000+08:00

就這樣，什麽也不想說。

That's the coward me when it comes to problem, I'll just shut the hell up and wait.
Grow up, dude. Speak it out loud, like how you did when you tell others to work things out.

One thing I've learnt today was, never put all the blames on your own and make it as a burden. You'd make things go worse. Yea... I'll be great. NO WORRIES. =)

Kaythanksbye.

***Halfway for assignments, zero for revision, yea, I'm dead. Professor, don't fail me please.

有個女孩

2011-06-05T01:51:00.002+08:00

在我計劃要發這一篇網誌前，我為自己做好了充足的心理建設。因爲我知道我發了之後又會換來瘋狂地被洗。但是我不管！我要發.. 就這樣。哈

有時候，你不得不承認有的人在你的生命中就是那麽重要。有個女孩，比我大一嵗是我的學姐也是我的好朋友（自認為我們是朋友）哦，還是我近期的老闆。

如果不是因爲她，也許我不會認識現在在我身邊出現的人。
如果不是因爲她，我想我還是活在我默默的小世界。
如果不是因爲她，我也許不覺得付出而不要回報其實是一件很簡單的事情。

她獅子座，很火爆也很簡單而且講話尖酸刻薄。但是她很真誠。

和她相處過的人都會被她感染，她很熱情並且懷有不一樣的思想。

這個女孩，叫Bigwen.

我不想要再多說一些淨是虛僞的讚美。哈哈哈。但是我真的很愛這個朋友。

昨天的現在我們還在水深火熱當中，耳機不停播放著同樣的聲音，然後我跑去睡覺把你留到天亮。真對不起，你是世界上最好的老闆了。這是我們第一次合作也是最後一次了。

老闆，我愛你！

Dear 老闆，因爲你，我嘗試了有很多以前的生活中我從來不會去做的事。

有太多話想說，現在有點澎湃但是我再不去睡覺就會爆斃了。~~明年在你的送舊我會崩潰。哈哈~~

*** 一千零一夜，是個在屬於我自己的天方夜譚裏存在的美麗回憶。

它很虛幻卻很真實地發生了。我很愛大家。

Hear Me.

2011-06-02T01:40:00.002+08:00

I told myself that I must come here tonight to note down everything, or at least do a quick post about today(1/6). So now here I am, even though its late now and I am like dead tired. I don't care!

I bet you know how bad my composition skill is. Yea.. forgive me if I am writing like a primary school students. Lol. Okay, enough of the crap. As you can see, I was spamming all over facebook and my blog about a photography exhibition, also a small sharing session which attached to the exhibition. It was today, we were worried, but it turned out to be quite well. And so it is, we made it! Big thanks to many many out there who came to support us. Most of all, thanks to our dearly companions.

Yours truly, John, Yeewen, Cheryl, Eric, Bean

The best quote of the year : The choices you make, make you.

I love you guys.

Feelings #3

2011-05-31T09:57:00.001+08:00

The reason that I smiled yesterday was you guys.

Always something worth to have you putting on a smile on your face. Cheers.

椅子。

2011-05-30T00:46:00.002+08:00

椅子對位子上的人說：我累了，我被你壓得喘不過了。
位子上的人說：可是，我想要坐下來然後停留。
椅子說：不如，你先離開一陣子。然後我會在這裡，等待我們再次相遇。
位子上的人說：好啊。我們會再見面的。
椅子說：嗯，不見不散。
準備離開的人回頭看了椅子一眼，
椅子堅決卻帶著淚說：~~空著的位子永遠都是預留給你的。~~

椅子說：追夢去吧！我們都有夢。

椅子常常等待，等待一個對的人來到它的身邊。
等到了，可是那個對的人，暫時離開了一下。

壓著椅子的壓力暫時放下了，椅子有種釋放的感覺卻也感到空虛。

也許暫時的離別對椅子和位子上的人都會是一種痛苦，但是不曾走過、不會覺得累，不曾跌倒就不會學習爬起來的勇氣。或許，累了我們就會想起一起坐下來的甜蜜，不經一番寒徹骨焉得梅花撲鼻香。

~~椅子會在那裏守著。~~

-

2011-05-29T03:04:00.000+08:00

這個晚上，有點值得紀念。

雖然眼淚不止，但是我相信會值得。我們暑假見。

"We'll be good," we both said.

Randomly random #9

2011-05-27T12:22:00.000+08:00

相片中的我們，笑得好燦爛。

夏天要到了，

這是我第一次因爲夏天的來臨而感到一點小小的難過。

ps : 我好想去唱歌。

Randomly random #8

2011-05-27T01:48:00.000+08:00

There are two things I must share before I off to bed.

1. Like those ordinary skipping-class-day, I skipped my yoga lesson again fyi. Was focusing with my script then suddenly somebody text me and asked for a lunch date today. Of course, I said yes.

people fights for food. It was proven by the picture. lol

I love having meal with them. <3

2. Otw to some building far away from my school with Brenda, talked to her for awhile then she simply decided that she wanted to treat me for ice cream. I was like, Girl you serious? And she said, yea.

Thanks Bren&Vicky, xoxo. You guys are such sweetie.

Thats all. Kaythanksbye.

My lovely Wednesday

2011-05-26T02:34:00.001+08:00

3.50pm, I was staring on my laptop and my mind went blank. Seems like there's so much awaiting stuff that needed me to finish, but I felt so not motivated. Sitting there like a living dead, I decided to go out for some fresh air instead.

It was Wednesday's evening, rhythm from the headset spin around my ears, I almost danced on the beat. I turned the music a little louder so that I could not hear anything from outside. I felt ease.

Just one day. A day which I isolated myself from the crowd. I then took the bus to this shop with the green lady on the board. Dark Mocha Frappucino, you just made my day. A sip of dark mocha and immersed myself into the world's of Zeus, the god and heroes of the Ancient Greece. Closed my eyes, imagining I was one of them, I came along with Hercules. The carefree evening eventually came to an end when Hercules finished his 10 task from the King.

Keeping the book into my bag again, I walked out the door with a smile on my face.

So, it was my lovely Wednesday, how's yours?

New Hair

2011-05-23T01:20:00.001+08:00

That day, when we hanged out together, I told you I wanna have a haircut.

We randomly picked a saloon, and there you go.

Hello, new hair.

It's much shorter, I gonna miss my long hair, lol.

嗯

2011-05-21T02:24:00.003+08:00

我經常讓自己身陷於一種莫名的漩渦中，卻怎麽也出不來，越是用力掙扎越是往下陷。

鑽牛角尖的個性害我得不償失。有人說，走到了盡頭，那趕快掉頭不就好了。

想了想，是這樣沒錯。

或許是我太懦弱而無法面對眼前的一切才會讓自己裹足不前。走在充滿荊棘的路上也許傷痕累累，被劃破的傷痕是努力的見證，只有堅持和勇敢地一路走就會踏上康莊大道。

每個月一次的低潮期，明天我就要讓它過去。

-

2011-05-19T12:18:00.001+08:00

所有事情都得經過努力才會修成正果，

然而我跳過了過程希望直接達到重點。

所以，我很自私。

討厭自己是正常的嗎？我很想出走。

給我一點時間復原，對不起

半年前

2011-05-18T16:53:00.000+08:00

半年前是個冬天。

半年前，我的臉看起來還不錯。

半年前，我的雙下巴還不至於那麽嚴重。

半年前，圍巾其實也幫助我把下巴遮掩。

半年前的這張照片看起來還蠻不錯。

半年前和半年後的我，改變最大的地方除了體重以外，其實還有很多事情。

但是不管這些改變是好是坏，唯一不變的是，我還是個幸運的孩子。

謝謝你們。=)

聽説

2011-05-16T17:55:00.000+08:00

馬來西亞，在臺灣，在輔大，在大家的心裏中是個怎麽樣的國家呢？
有人聽説，她是擁有很多樹木的國家；
有人聽説，她是個無四季之分，每天都能看見太陽的國家；
有人聽説，她由不同種族構成和諧的社會；
有人聽説，她有許多美食，讓人食指大動……

一群馬來西亞人及兩位到馬來西亞旅行一個月之久的台灣人，想要讓大家看看屬於自己觀景窗内外的馬來西亞。

攝影展
日期：30/5-3/6/2011
地點：宜真交誼空間一樓

分享會
日期：1/6/2011 （星期三）
時間：1330-1500
分享人-- 廖珮含 Just DO it
張國燿攝影與我

希望大家多多支持喲喲 :)

by 馬兒，快跑
photographer：陳美琳
models ：蔡珈瑜; 邢潔瑩
design : 陳佳欣

大家一定要來看。來看看我們的馬來西亞和你想象中的馬來西亞有什麽不同。=)
This upcoming event gonna held in our school, organized by my lovely senior aka my s-bff. LOL. Altho I am not in charge of anything in this event, but I still hope you guys could attend! ( if u're somewhere near Taipei)

Do support this lovely girl, Yee Wen.

Feelings #2

2011-05-11T23:49:00.004+08:00

There's always a question stuck in my mind, what if I didn't choose to study abroad from the very beginning?

How would my life be?

Am I still slacking around K.L after class, complaining about the massive traffic in Town? I am still a daddy's girl and crying to my boyfriend like a baby when problems pop up from no where, I guess. But, I am not now.

One usually pauses and hesitates when it comes to uncertain. All I want to say is, don't be afraid of the uncertain. Be brave, make your first step and never look back. Obstacles might be a pain in the ass but it will never last forever, you'll eventually overcome it and it was just as simple as ABC when you look back. That's what I learnt.

Cheerio.

Bomb!

2011-05-11T11:40:00.001+08:00

She is the center of da night! lol

May is here and it's following by June, then it's time to go home! But, it's gonna be hectic months before summer is here as I always say.

Altho we're all being real busy, we somehow caught a chance to sneak out for SUKMA 11' which was held in Taichung. It was a SUPER HIGHLIGHT of this semester!! We had hell lots of fun over there and Saturday night was such a big bomb. lol.

See you guys soon cause I have no idea how to start telling about this SUKMA, too much fun, seriously.

世界新聞攝影展

2011-05-06T01:23:00.000+08:00

星期三下午把行事曆上的行程全劃掉，我決定要出走。

出走的那天，我看到了我不認識的世界。自以爲文明的世界卻忽略了渺小的角落，如此不起眼卻如此讓人心痛。雙眼被蒙蔽，是第三只眼帶我們走入了這些角落。

-

2011-05-03T02:18:00.002+08:00

Found this in my photobucket. This photo must ~~at least aged 5years~~. OMG, we were so young and now so old. Anyhow, I thank you for being by my side for the past 6 years. I'm glad.
A silent night, a night which I feel real stressed up and I need you. Mood swing easily lately, I am sorry if I irritated you and you for EMO-ing too much. lol. Blahh.. feeling a lil depressed at this hour but I think I'll be fine after a sleep.

X.O.X.O

Randomly random #7

2011-05-02T00:56:00.005+08:00

Like I mentioned earlier today in Facebook, I hated May already from the very beginning. It's 2nd day of May yet my schedule is basically fully occupied by constant stuff that is gonna happens this month. Some is good and some bad. Plaster a smile on my face when the storm is here, stay calm and eventually I would feel the warmth of sunshine, I believe.

Finger crossed that everything will be doing well until summer is here! Including finals. Fight for it, mates!

Supposed to be working on this now, wondering why I am still having time to update? Nahh.. trust me you don't wanna know why, it's just crappy, but I can tell I am like a waking-up-soon volcano now. Booo.. what-so-ever. I will just go to bed now and that's it.

KayThanksBye.

LD gang

2011-05-01T16:08:00.003+08:00

2 years ago, we met and firmed as a gang. Then, we talked, we laughed and we were altogether. I remembered this pic above was taken during a farewell trip for me and Xian. Till Xian and I left for studies, we all proceeded to different path in life, for our own good.

1 year later, all left one by one. Some graduated and started working, some has own business to fight for. Still, we gather around to share bitter and sweet. I called you guys, family. You guys are like my siblings.

2 years later, I mean now. I am still looking forward every holiday so that we can meet up. But, this gang which I thought could last for a long while is slowly collapsing and soon, this gang will be dismissed. Sigh. You guys somehow occupied a big part of my life. =)

People changes from time to time due to many reasons, so do us. I sometimes wish that time could go back, back to those days we enthusiastically talking about dreams together, so simple so real. I hope we're all doing well in life. I just miss you guys. =)

Randomly random #6

2011-04-30T01:19:00.003+08:00

No special meaning for the picture above, it's just a photo that reminds me about the summer holiday we spent together last year in Sepang, Gold Coast. Oh my, I couldnt stop looking forward for the coming summer cause it's time to gather altogether again!

If you are my reader, you might found out that all my photos are quite similiar. It's just, simple. By the way, all photos (mostly) that I posted were taken by me, myself. =) Tell me, if you like it.

That's all. X.O.X.O

~~iswaitingfortheboyfriendtogethome~~

我說。

2011-04-29T01:13:00.003+08:00

~~有時候你得不佩服“情緒”二字，那種心血來潮的心情不是閙著玩的。今晚我有好多話想要說。~~

別急，慢慢聼。

我中文勉強、英文不好、馬來文還好、看到數字就想睡覺。

我個子不高、身體不小、長得還好、牙齒不齊。
我不會用唇膏、不會粘假睫毛、不穿高跟鞋、不穿裙子。
我臉有點大、下巴有兩層、游泳圈有兩個、蝴蝶袖有點優秀。

我唱歌尚可、肢體智障、講話粗俗、笑得有點誇張。

我不會演戲、靈感枯竭、攝影so-so、沒有創意。

But, 我就是我。我爸爸愛我，媽媽愛我，弟弟愛我，妹妹愛我，奶奶疼我，姑姑疼我，我男朋友愛我，朋友喜歡我。這樣就夠了。

做自己真好。

嗯。真的。

我們都是勇敢的水手，因爲夢想。

2011-04-29T00:54:00.002+08:00

~~這是一個被室友們抛棄的夜晚。（嘆）但是我還是喜歡這種獨處的時刻。~~

面對茫茫的大海，天與海連成一線，我們都曾經彷徨、無助。就像是船隻沒有了風向，失去了前進的助力。一片汪洋，根本分不出東南西北。沒有了助力，我們還是可以用自己的力量去划動船槳時船隻向前，或許辛苦但是值得。或者我們瀟灑地向著夕陽的方向飃去，即使不知道會不會中途遇上暴風雨，但是絕對無悔。

我的詞彙淺薄卻真誠。

各自懷有各自的夢想，一路跌跌撞撞、你我都受傷，咬牙切齒我們都要站起來繼續往前走。

我們都是勇敢的水手，因爲夢想。

-

2011-04-26T15:00:00.003+08:00

~~This is my feeling now.~~
~~I'll be good. =)~~

-

2011-04-25T23:01:00.002+08:00

心情不是一般的糟。

不想説話到一個極限，拜托沒什麽重要事情的人請迴避，惹到我的後果是什麽我也不知道。

不用擔心，我明天就好了。

Untitled #2

2011-04-25T00:21:00.001+08:00

這個夜晚，思緒亂竄，好像闖入了迷宮找不到出口。

Randomly random #5

2011-04-22T01:15:00.000+08:00

I just can't stop watching this. I replay it over and over again, you guys are amazing! How much I wish I could sing like this..

Keep going with dreams. Live on your dream, you guys did it! good job. =)

Randomly random #4

2011-04-21T00:31:00.000+08:00

天下無不散之筵席。

Bye, Seniors and all the best in life.!

*** 大學以來/人生中第一次期中預警。Ishh.!

Far*East Movement

2011-04-19T23:45:00.001+08:00

Far*East Movement Rocks!

Remember that I went for FM live show in Luxy, Taipei like a month ago?Free.Wired.Night I found these photos on Luxy page which reminds me about the totally epic night. The town was alive just for you guys!

Spot me and friends at the corner of left. See how much we actually beh song about those ~~bithcy people behind~~. LOL

Far*East Movement!

KevNish

DJ Virman

Prohgress

J-Splif

This beat made me go ape,This drink made me go ape,This club made me go ape, 

Everybody go ape!

Fairy Tales.

2011-04-18T01:27:00.002+08:00

Disneyland, HongKong

Give me a time machine, I wanna go back to that day we fell into the fantasy land together as if fairy tales was the only thing that existed.

Tell me more about fairy tales.

Randomly random #3

2011-04-16T01:27:00.002+08:00

A carefree evening filling up with the laughters we had in Starbucks for like 4 hours plus was mad awesome. My life is fabulous, that's all I can say.

Good things always hit on you when you remain good mood all the time, right? =)

~~Oh btw, Brenda, Can we have a game but it's boring, I am sorry if it's bothering you. =(~~ *LMAO

Feelings

2011-04-14T17:03:00.005+08:00

I'm living a good life now.

Midterm is officially over since the most evil assignment was due on Wednesday. And I can finally get some sleep. Life is pretty good except stuck in the video editing barn for one whole day, staring on my laptop screen for more than 24hours. My eyes and brain need rest, seriously.

After all these while, what I can say is, now I know why film makers/media/art industry person never really dress-up nicely, we normally dressing very casual. Let me tell you why,

Dude, we spend full attention, focusing on our job. We need more idea for the masterpiece but not styling idea on clothes.
Even if we dressed up nicely, nobody really cares. Everyone is staring on the screen, the script, etc etc. And, most of the time, we stay outdoor sweating, or either staying indoor shooting and editing video. I mean, there's no right timing though.
It's weird if you wear heels while attending a shoot, right? Hello, we're not going out for shopping, we're doing serious case.
Lastly, we try to be as comfortable as we could while working cause it's tough. We aint sitting in the room enjoying nice air-con. =(

Well, above are all my own opinion. You might have different point of view, too. These things came up while my groupmate and I were passing by the Fashion school of our uni. We saw many hot chicks styling up cool and then we just SIGH after looking back on ourselves. We're on jeans + t shirts and I even wear slippers.lol. ~~Having a strong feeling after suffering from that video-editing-hell and seeing every coursemate comes with a super exhausted face. lol.~~

Oh, I don't know how many times I have to say, but, yea.. time flies. 2 months left before summer is here. I have met new friends this semester, gained so much "weird-enough" experience while working in school radio's station, of course having so much as well.

Nothing much, just wanna tell that, life is good for now =)

X.O.X.O

早

2011-04-13T05:27:00.001+08:00

想睡了。
我累了。
鳥叫了。
天亮了。

恩，我爆肝了。

是影傳的洗禮。早安。

Hello and Bye, midterm.

2011-04-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

I look very dark. whatever

As a competently blogger, I must note down what I've done daily. Hmmm.. I guess I used Chinese too often lately, and I bet some of you must have scolding me inside cause you cant understand it. lol, sorry, my bad. Okay.. just before I off to bed, let me tell you about today...

7am-------- alarm clock ring for once.
8am-------- waking up from the bed and started my revision
9am-------- got really nervous cause it's midterm today!
10am------ had my 1st paper for today, midterm officially started.
11am------ done with the paper and went back for the preparation of 2nd paper.
1.30pm--- super anxious cause I have no idea about what I've studied.
3.00pm--- 2nd paper done also, goodbye midterm.

Conclusion, Midterm started today and ended today as well. HAHA.. I have only 2 papers this time, after that is last stage of video editing for midterm assignment.. Feel so aimless after all, don't whack. lol. Good luck to all who is having exam! ~~*finger crossed*~~

Okay.. bed time. good night!

這麽一個人

2011-04-10T15:41:00.000+08:00

如果有這麽一個人，

他一直都在你身後默默地守候，總是期盼你回頭看他一眼。

不論你在什麽時候回頭，你還是可以看到他傻傻地在守著。

如果有這樣的一個人，請你牢牢地抓緊他的手。

~~我永遠記得我回頭的那一刻，看見你帶著淚的笑臉。~~

對不起，謝謝你，我愛你。

21

2011-04-09T01:00:00.000+08:00

生日快樂，我對自己說。

Hello, 21嵗。

What Are Words - Chris Medina

2011-04-06T13:05:00.000+08:00

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Feels like crying each and everytime I listen to this song, no matter how many times I repeat it, it touches my heart still.There's someone in my mind when I listen to this. What are words, if you dont really mean them when you say them.

A dinner.

2011-04-06T12:58:00.000+08:00

Limitation of vocabs give me no idea on composing this post. Just wanna share that, there was one day, these girls asked if we could go out and eat as a celebration dinner(?) for the Aries babies. I asked for Korean cuisine but nobody really wants to bother me and they chose Dimsum instead. Well, sincerely speaking it's kinda weird to have HongKong cuisine in Taiwan, hmmm.. weird enough. But, the food was averagely good. The main point is, we had fun together, thats more than enough, right? =)

The girls.

the foods.

The Aries Babies! Sandy, Me and Brenda.

Oh yea.. btw, the only food for patient is BREAD. got this from 7-11, it tasted goood but it's boring =( I wan good food, please! I don't wanna be a sick cat anymore....

Eww.. bread.

untitled

2011-04-06T01:36:00.000+08:00

想要明天都這樣開開心心

六個看似不相關的人，成了一個奇妙的組合去了一個沒有行程的目的地，卻也起了奇妙的化學作用。

春假很快樂，謝謝你們。~~（雖然現在病得很悲慘）~~

今天心情差到一個極限，深信明天又是一個好天。有些事情，該解決就不能逃避。爲什麽要如此，不解。

病人要去睡覺了，晚安。

Oh, there is a list.

2011-03-30T00:51:00.003+08:00

My blogger's photo album usage has hit the limit, which means I have to upload photos to either photobucket or flickr or somewhere else. Ugh, it's so troublesome. =( This takes me no patient to finish all the steps as you guys know that photobucket requires a super long time to upload photos, especially when it comes to large amount. Sienz. I was thinking to blog about winter trip with Boyfriend, friends and about lately, yet too much photo to edit and upload.. Dang, so you guys will have to wait for it again, Oops, sorry. lol

Before I stuck into my warm blanket, I have few things to share...

#1, As you guys know, I've been yelling about how much I wanted to own a guitar and start working on it. People just doesnt have faith in me that I'll make this happen. Cheh.. I have my own guitar now, FOR REAL. Look how handsome she/he is, ( I haven't decide its' gender yet. lol )

Chio right? I knew.

#2, My senior aka my sorta-bff(lol, inside stories) in Uni got me something when we were having dinner together on a random night. She put it on my table when I was getting myself a drink. Then, she says, I was thinking of you when I saw this, so yea.. I got you this. I was like, WOW, I am your rainbow! That's cool. Btw, I am not lesbian, sorry I am taken. kidding! Thanks Bigwen, I love it.

#3, The biggest surprise for last week(?), I was walking through the hallway then I spotted something on my mailbox, I thought it was my roommate's yet I saw my name on it! OMG. I can't believe that Cindy Kok actually sent me a postcard( as a birthday card) all the way from London. Thanks babe, I was soooo excited to see that, I can't tell how happy I was. You're such a cutie pie, dear. Sister Always, much loves.

#4, As I mentioned earlier, I went to Ikea with Sandy. Back with something for my wardrobe, cause it's almost burst with clothes and it's like super messy. I decided to squeeze sometime to clean it up. Hell yea, it's super neat now! I am in love with it and proud of myself. Since people doesnt wanna believe me (again) about the fact, I am gonna prove this.

#5, I got my offer letter for the Internship which I've applied early ago. Getting the letter means, I can have my summer holiday in M'sia with my family, boyfriend and friends! Then, I can gain a lots of new experience, I am soooo looking forward about it. See you soon to all in M'sia! I can't wait till summer is here.

#6, Also, my boyfriend has a new haircut but too bad I didn't get a picture about it. Anyway, I just want to tell you how good looking he is with his new haircut! HAHA.. Lengzai betul.

#7, Had a 2hours conversation on Skype with family. Till then I realised how long I never talked to them due to a lot of self-giving reason. Ewww. I am sucks. I hate it. Glad to hear that grandma is doing well now. I miss you guys!

#8, Last but not least, I am having a short break this coming weekend till next week. I am getting out of Taipei with bunch of friends! Oh yeah! Rock it babe! Can't wait!

Till then, X.0.X.0
Goodnight <3

Smart.

2011-03-29T11:56:00.000+08:00

只是想耍帥。

我今天很帥氣。

Randomly random #2

2011-03-28T01:13:00.002+08:00

One day, somebody came up with this question : Why do you writing in English so often in Facebook or wherever? ~~(this started when I couldnt pronounce an English word properly)~~ I'm kinda pissed and insulted, honestly. Perhaps I was a little sensitive on this, but I wanna make things clear.

Firstly, My dad and many of my friends cant read Chinese. Deal with the fact that some of the Malaysian-Chinese can't read Chinese. =)
Secondly, I do it, cause I wanted to do so. =)
Lastly, this is so not your business, =)

Thank you for your attention. X.O.X.O

__________________________________________________________________________________

So, May I start my post now?

I hate rainy day. Don't ask me why, I bet many of you hate it as well. So yea.. you know how do I feel. However, it still didnt ruin my mood of hanging out with Sandy Lin to Ikea today. Nothing much, it's a simple day.

yummayy

my dear Sandy

That's all for Ikea post. Imma showing you my wardrobe and some highlight of today on next post. Stay tuned.

Conversationsss

2011-03-27T18:23:00.000+08:00

✪ahBAO✪- =) I'm just me. says:

我討厭你

Kai Xian says:

oh really

can i doubt this statement?

i doubt if it is true

✪ahBAO✪- =) I'm just me. says:

cannot doubt

its true

Kai Xian says:

oh really?

hmmm

✪ahBAO✪- =) I'm just me. says:

yes

I hate you

i hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

coz u bully me

Kai Xian says:

___________________________________

guess wat it means

✪ahBAO✪- =) I'm just me. says:

idk

Kai Xian says:

爱与恨只是“一线之差”

✪ahBAO✪- =) I'm just me. says:

...........

你去死！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

Kai Xian says:

chill...

now u love me

✪ahBAO✪- =) I'm just me. says:

No i dont!

i wanna kill u

Kai Xian says:

hmmm...

llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

this time it is doted lines

✪ahBAO✪- =) I'm just me. says:

i hate youuuuuuuu

Kai Xian says:

coz i don't know how to define killing and loving

無聊！亨！

Pickles.

2011-03-23T17:34:00.004+08:00

~~Tell me, if it's weird to start post with my own picture on it? =)~~

50mins to go before I heading out for meeting, and I am super hungry now. Then, I realized that I have only breads from morning till now and been sleeping the whole noon. Wtf. And, is having superb sore throat. Argh.. what a life.

Forget about it, I am doing a quick post about my date with my dearly Soy and Nancy. Dear Soy, I can't believe that we met up like 3 times already within 1month. It's more often than when we are all back in M'sia, that's funny. lol. An awesome sunny day it was, so we decided to hang out instead of sitting in front of the pc, facebook-ing all day long. Then, this little girl just knocked me in msn and asked if i'm free to hang out, so yea! Why not hanging together since they know each other existence for quite a time, and it's their first met! Wow.. memorable huh? haha..

yoFroyo!

Yo-froyo is my current addiction. The best yogurt ice cream in town!! ( I never tried on others before XD ) Dessert of the day-shopped till we all drop- it's finally dinner time!
Crowd is like everywhere and finally made our stop to this shop, Pickles. First try but not a bad attempt though. =)

Pickles!

your food, my food and her food.

They were trying to force me to wear the shoo-nice-like-hell-earing. Can you see how unwillingly I was? lol. Kidding, I bought myself super-cool-but-cheap-earing too!

Till then, X.O.X.O. *pictures credits to Soy.
~~Btw, English is so not my language. =(~~

是一種FU

2011-03-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

photo from LookBook.

我想要當個有個性的女孩，不需要多餘的飾品來裝飾更不需要胭脂的加持。簡單的白色T-shirt，百穿不厭的牛仔褲還有一雙酷斃了的靴子（帆布鞋）。輕鬆、簡單和直率。

前提是：等我再瘦一點。

我的一生中花了多少的時間嚷著要減肥，也花了不少時間在自暴自棄。永遠吵著要超越自己，但是又浪費了多少的青春。總是在錯過後，回首時後悔。到底是爲什麽？同樣的惡性循環每天重復上演著，是時候該停止。

活了21個年頭，
說好的吉他呢？說好的減肥呢？説好的改變呢？

說好的情人呢？

哦，他一直都在。=)

~~說好的喉嚨痛，仍然持續中。~~

優格冰淇淋

2011-03-22T22:37:00.000+08:00

~~我喜歡這張照片。不純粹只是因爲它讓我看起來有點瘦（哈哈），重點在於我真的感到快樂（因爲冰淇淋）~~

小姐不好意思，你想要那種口味？
恩，給我1號（原味+蘆薈+ 草莓汁）好了，她說。

我也只能在一旁點點頭，我說我想要加巧克力碎片耶！
你不覺得，原味加這個很奇怪嗎，她說。

她是我不愛吃巧克力的室友。哼！天底下哪有人不愛吃巧克力的？奇怪。

雖然沒有巧克力碎片，但是我還是很快樂地把優格冰淇淋吃完。

結束。

淡淡的甜味帶有點微微的酸，就像人生一樣。雖然不完美，但是也可以讓你快樂，只要你樂在其中。

Randomly random

2011-03-20T00:41:00.001+08:00

Phewwww... After everything has been ticking off one by one from my need-to-do list, I am technically free like a bird. Well, literally not cause I have to get my head stuck into script writing work now. Hoping that I will complete it soon, so that I could have my own masterpiece. I need motivation and inspiration. Hmmmm... That's all for this post. XD

Off topic.. Somebody claims that I have changed, I just want to say that,
I am still the girl who with the pair of jeans and the sneakers on.

I am me, simply crazy yet sincerely real. =)

Free Wired.*da night we all went ape shit.

2011-03-20T00:22:00.002+08:00

This beat made me go ape,

This drink made me go ape,

This club made me go ape,

Everybody go ape!

The most hype party in the town would be the party of Far East Movement in Luxy, Taipei!! We've been looking forward about it for so long.. And it sounded pretty much like the whole Taipei citizens are going for that party since I've been hearing about their name been mentioned over a thousand times. Also all the posters over the streets and shops. It's insane. Okay.. skipping the part of rushing over, waiting, scary queue line and how the crowd went crazy and those shitty person acting like a ~~bitch~~, bla bla bla.. Hmmmm.. Whatever, cause all I concern is about FM! After a long long long waiting... Here they are!!!

They made the crowd went cuckoo, Taipei was alive that night! I can't get these out of my mind ever since, the night was epic and was like a dream to all of us who attended. Hmmm, am I exaggerating about that? But hell yea.. who cares?! They are great!

Far East Movement, you guys rocks!

~~Btw, Kev.Nish is cute in real. Weeeeeeee..~~

Let's fly..(iaaaiaaa) fly..

2011-03-15T00:00:00.002+08:00

*yawn* 11.35pm. 25mins left before Tuesday is here(while I am starting this post). Is waiting for my laundry to be done, and I will jump into my bed immediately after that!

Another unproductive day making me so sick of myself. The same old routine happened as usual, woke up-class-lunch-meeting-class-dinner-practice, and no email that I've been expecting. Nothing much except there's sunshine for today! Enjoy bathing with the sunshine, I named myself the ~~sunshine-girl(陽光女孩)~~. Laugh at me, I knew you'd. Blerk, but I don't care! Can't believe that I wasted one whole day sitting inside the classroom absorbing nothing new into my head and facing the emptiness after all. I called it, Monday Blue. It should be an exciting-jumping-around-shouting-at-the-fun outing day! Ugh.. what a waste!

How much I wish the good weather would remain the same for the rest of the year, no freeze-to-death and no sweat-like-shit business. Too bad, tomorrow will be insanely cold. Sigh.

Bad weather = bad mood = dull

But wait! There's a greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttttttttttt thing coming up! Not forgetting that I have a date with Far East Movement on this coming Wednesday! Oh yea, this make me feel good at least. I can't wait no more, feeling so fly like a G6..

.. if ya lookin' for me, I'm with da.. Girls on the dance floor..